Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Don't Test Me


I hope you know i don't really care. You can go about saying your a model and that I try too hard. That I dream of being you. That I should stop taking soo many pictures.

Well The thing is..

I know it contradicts the fact I DON'T CARE, but I do want you to know that you are not a model. The expectations for models are outrageous and you are far too weak for criticism, especially seeing as you put out far too much that will receive harsh comments.
I don't try at all. I joke around in my pictures, a knife mustache is far from serious. Me taking pictures of myself is for pure pleasure, or in documentation of a time in my life.
All I can say about you thinking I want to be you, sure at times I get jealous of all you have, but recently your clothes have gotten so fake they've become ugly. There's something in your face that makes me not want to look at it, but yet I still do. I don't like you so why would I want to be you? I dislike myself as is and i've learned to cope with what I've got. But if I were you I wouldn't be able to.
Also because you said to stop taking soo many pictures..... nah :)

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