I me mine, I me mine, I me mine. I feel selfish, I feel dumb. I swore I'd see him and not distance myself from him. But of course my ears cannot hear what I am supposed to hear. I didn't know I could have left at anytime of today to go and see him. I didn't know his plans let alone my own. I feel sad that i didn't see him. I dislike how I was called by the man I work for and was so tired I used a tad bit of attitude on him and I hate how I acted today. Can someone whip a cold bucket of water in my face? I love this boy why am I doing this!?! For a day I spent smiling I feel horrible.
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