Wednesday, March 9, 2011

They Did Me In

It all started in a chair. My first taste of medications. The first hook that dug into my young flesh. All for some act of boredom that bloomed from my neglect. Taken to ER to get it all out. I couldn't breathe, But I was still stubborn. I refused medication, so they strapped me down into what my mum refers to as "Something from the Silence of The Lambs." They sedated me and forced my medications into my skull. This was the first taste of it.

Soon later in another chair I sat scared for my wit of what would happen, the drills turning, the sound of sour breathing on a creamy coast of wall. In walked the dentist who told me of what was going to be done. They wanted to give me needles, in my youthful mouth. I cried so they gassed me with what they call "Laughing Gas." This hypnotic gas took me away and soon enough they were done. But what they had unleashed in me had only just begun.

My body became dependent on that land they took me to. The pain killers and gases really did in to be true. I never thought of it like this before. But ever since my time began in 1994 my path was marked in the stars and a cruetiny was formed. They made me go there they made this happen. The caused my addictions to watch if my body would fathom.

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