24 Hours Apart

This is an image from when we were 3 years old. It's me and my cousin being the ring bearer and flower girl for my cousin Tammy's first or second marriage. Once more I'm going to go on about how important this boy is in my life. I doubt anyone else is as close as me and my cousin. I seriously mean we're close like we are only 24 hours apart in age. He's the older, wiser, taller one. I'm the short intelligent artistic one. We're both musicians. We both love piercings, tattoos, drugs, and are passionate. We both love reading. We have this emotional mental bond to one another.

When I was little this boy was one of the few fellows to mean something to me. We'd play fight and wrestle and bully each other out of just the most blunt form of love. I remember at family reunions where we'd play in the hammocks, when he chased me with a wet rolled up towel because I was teasing him about how his bleach blonde hair changed green due to the chlorine. I remember hugging him when sad and seeing him at funerals and leaning on him for comfort.

I often compare our love to music. I love the Sex Pistols and Brandon to me resembles Sid Vicious a lot. The way they act, talk, their opinions and dreams and aspirations, how passionate they are, how they sing. It worries me at times, I just don't want some woman to be the death of him.
Then there's me who is always put in comparison to Kurt Cobain a love of Brandy's. It's like I know a lot about Sid so I see Brandon as Sid, and Brandy knows a lot about Kurt and sees me as him.

Nowadays I love having Brandon back in my life. We have this tie to one another and when something happens its like this string vibrates and tells us that somethings wrong. So it makes me soo happy to know that  when some guy hurts his cousin Brandon will show up with his brutes and take care of it for me. He's inboxed people threatening to never touch me again. Some may say that him doing that is so unnecessary. But his cousin is a small female whose oblivious to danger, I think he has the right to be over protective.

Anyways in the case of Brandon and I bloods thicker then water - But we're thicker then molasses.