Mr.Montreal

This beautiful majestic beast is Paul Nicolantonakis. He is no doubt one of the biggest influences in my life. Like I go to him for everything. He knows sooo much about me. He's so important to me that I'm getting a tattoo in honor of him to be able to walk around with his birthdate on my ankle and feel like he's always with me. Because he is in a sense. His voice is my conscience... which is a tad worrisome at times but really quite comforting.

He is my conscience really. He looks out for me like one. I think one of my favorite things is how I go to him for approval of things. What he approves I do, usually if someone tells me their opinion I do the opposite. But not for him.

I constantly tell others if they want me to cooperate then they must enforce Paul on their side. Cause really the only way sh!ts gonna get done is if he tells me to.

He's been my best friend for 2-3 years now, and well it feels like I've known him my entire life. I remember numerous occasions where I just needed someone to be there for me, and the thing is since having him I have that someone. That may sound romantic but it's not meant to be. I don't think me and Paul are capable of being lovers. I know his love life too well to know I could never replace her. And he knows mine too well and knows things and reasonings I don't even know of why it wouldn't work. He's no doubt my brother from another mother. He means the world to me and I would fight to the death for him.

He is my Mercutio to my Romeo.

In general the first conversation we had took place online, on vampirefreaks. That may annoy people at how cool me and him were but there was magic to this. I was scrolling through people online and then it was like BOOM this fellow. I starred at his picture and was drawn to it, ignoring others surrounding it I was so focused. I opened his profile and read his personal description. I automatically felt like this person I can trust with soo much of my life. Then I messaged him the most random of introductions and in no time at all we were adding each other's emails and were closer then neighbors (who like one another).

After knowing him for a while it wasn't hard to feel his good being spewing over the top of his structure and all over you. In my opinion he is god like. He is one of the few people out there who will truthfully care for anyone. He's one of the few that can smell the stench of those who are not real.

In conclusion this fellow is my life and will forever be a huge part of me and I love him and all he does and all the random sh!t he wants to do. I love him for his fangs, tongue skills, and knowledge of soo many things I need him for. I love him for how he agrees when I b!tch and how he supports what I say when no one else does. I love my pirate king with all my broken heart. <3