The Only Way

I watched Requiem For A Dream today. I've seen it before during my large Jared Leto addiction in life (Mainly due to his deliciousness in My So Called Life). I realized how much I connected to the film. Seeing as how sad it is the fact I can relate to it just made it A LOT more sad. In conclusion I realized if this world that I have comes crashing down I'll go out and do what I feel.

I'll go get angel bites, and my bridge pierced. All the tattoos I want:
Eyes Wide Open on my shoulder/chest area.

 The CoCo Chanel Logo and possibly and Infinity Symbol on my ankle - matching to my friend Chanel's we planned a friendship tattoo,
My best friend Paul's birthday on my right ankle - once again a friendship tattoo,
touch ups on all my home tattoos (crescent moon (my planet), 5 hearts on my wrist (they also have to do with my first love but if I add 2 more its in reference to my obsession with the 7 seas), and the two triangles on my hips (one means water, one means air - reference to the ocean, and not to mention within every human is water and air), and the k records logo on my arm (symbolizing how I never want to lose what ideas I had in my youth, I never want to lose my honesty like others)
Something across my pelvis between my triangles - I dream one day someone will serenade me with this song seeing as it means a lot to me,
the Blackhole Sun on my left ankle - my first true love is a Leo his planet is the sun,
Multi-Coloured Arms ripping through my skin on my left ribcage reaching for either a drop of water, feather or syringe - generally meaning I want to escape
A Faded Union Jack on my lower back - in reference to my love falling to shit and what all i love fading away
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I can name off enough to fill my blog with one post so I'll say the rest some other time.

Anyways I feel that my escape of things would be to become one of those people you'd find in requiem for a dream, or thirteen, and trainspotting. It may be the only way to cope.